Start

now only my holiday was start..
although just left 1 week..
but it is enough for me..
im gonna spend it well..

Chinese New Year is coming..
I wan go shopping buy clothes la..pants la..shoes la..
but..I am not enough $$ yet..
waiting my salary..~~

2011 almost past..and 2012 is coming..
a brand new year for me..
don't have any wishes..
just hope that all of my families and u are healthy..
and the most important wishes..
gt at least 5 A's in my SPM..
hope that I can do it..~~

Christmas Eve

i miss the Christmas Eve of 2011..
it was a memorable day for me and u too..
i thought im just staying home like those past years..
but this year was different..
the 1st time..we celebrated Christmas together..
it was fucking good..
and the 1st time i went to ur house at night..
luckily ur mummy didn't scolded us..
hehehe..
I Love U..~~

dear..although we didn;t have car like others..
can go anywhere without worrying so much..
but..i think the most important is i can by ur side all the time..
don't try 2 always competes with others..
just do ur best..
I'll be with u no matter wat happens..~~~

Im Sorry Bout It

im feel sorry bout tat..
sorry for being tat..
maybe i had changed..
im not worth for u 2 love me anymore..
and i dunno wat the hell im thinking..
my brain is full of question marks..
SORRY..

wanna go out realx a while..
and something is hiding in my deep heart..
cant tell any people..
im seriously suffering..!!

the 1st time..
I cry because of u..
I feel suffering because of u..
I feel contradictory because of u..
I feel jealous when saw u playing with others..
I feel happy when u talk with me..
I feel nervous when I cant see u..
tats u..!!

10/12/11

well..already delayed my post almost 1 week..

because im really fucking busy recently..

so only can surf internet once a week..

so start the story now..

6.12.11>

of course a special day for me too..

im waiting for long time..

finally..it reached 2000 days..

it was really amazing..

we didn't celebrated it because we were very busy..

however..my dear..happy 2000 days..

it will gonna be another 3000 days right??

after been arguing for long time..

lastly..we knew that actually it was just wasting our time..

until now..we had already stop arguing..

some more we are very happy now..

dear..u had promise me that u won't let that things happen again..

thx for giving us the last chance..^^

3.12.11>

a gathering at 1u..with my primary besties..

they were 2 lil pei yee and yain tong..

although just 4 of us..

but we were extremely crazy..

especially when we flashed back those memories when we were still same class..

we watched 'You Are The Apple Of My Eye'..

i felt that this movie just quite okay only..

not as romantic or touch as i thought..

i want to buy the book..but searching for everywhere also cant gt it..

erm..guys..i had nothing to say..

but really feel happy because everyone of us still remember each other..

we still can chat happily and crazily without feeling a litter bit strangely..

I love u all..even after we all gt marry..

i will still remember u all..

曾经的我们。。是多么的疯狂。。

一起学习。。一起下课。。一起放学。。

就算吵架过。。也不曾讨厌对方。。

因为你们。。让我在小学生涯添上很多色彩。。

班上总充满欢笑声。。因为你们。。让我感觉很开心。。

交谈中不需要刻意讨好对方或怎样。。

也因为你们。。大家在最后一天的小学生涯。。

终于放下自己的面子。。泪流满脸。。

哭着拥抱。。哭着说再见。。哭着说：我们永远是好朋友。。

到今天。。还不能忘记当天的我们。。最后一刻的我们。。终于哭了。。！！

Zuen and Me :)

Pei Yee and Me :)

Sotong and Me :)

its me.. :)

10.12.11>

today..is my dearest M5 burrfday..

happy 16th burfday ya..

hope ur wishes come true..^^

你说，你累了

突然间。。你说。。你累了。。

也没以前那么爱我了。。

这突如其来的消息。。

要我怎么接受。。

你说做回朋友。。拜托。。

五年半的感情。。我真的做不到。。

我就是那么死缠烂打。。

我们之间的回忆。。你忘记了吗。。

不要说什么真的很累。。

不要给我借口好吗。。

T.T

juz now went 2 checked in tis link..
http://saps.moe.gov.my/ibubapa2/..
a link tat make me nervous when every time i click in..
and already knew tat i gt no.13 in class for the last term exam..
and gt no.15 in the whole Form4 students of my rubbish school..
its not a good news for me..
because my mummy keep scolding me..
keep competes my results with others'..
ya la..mummy..stop scolding me..
i know im stupid..i can gt good results..
sorry lo..but what can i do now..
i'll do more revision after tis..ok??
i promise gt at least 5As in my SPM..ok??
STOP SCOLDING ME LA..MY EARS ARE FUCKING PAIN!!!


im suffer from insomnia every night..
although i wake up at 8am and go 2 work..
really very tired but can't sleep at all..
im suffering so much..
thinking of the nonsense things every night when cant sleep..
almost crazy..!!
especially when i day off..i like 2 drink Nescafe when lunch time..
it make me more suffering...
my eyes are open widely althoghy it was already 2am..
haiz..insomnia..pls leave me away..gv back me a good night and a sweet dreams..~~

Profession

start working at Profession Tuition Centre today..
erm..wat to say??
im teaching the preschool students..
a fat boy..but he is very cute and chubby..
some more need 2 speak English with him..
its is not a big problem for me..
but the most worst is he didn't know any Chinese words..
after tuition class..they can have their lunch and bath..
and then continued the art class..
drawing a angry bird..isshh..boring..
because my students only 5 years old..
so they only coloured the helicopter by using crayon..
art class finished..its time 2 play..
'carrot jump'..the 1st time i knew tis game..
but it is kind of boring too..
almost 5.20pm only walk bac home..!!

i like the feeling walking along the road alone..
no people disturbs me..
and then turm my earphone volume until maximum..
im very crazy but i like the feeling..!!

i miss u so much..
im awaiting 7/12/11..
its our 2000 days..
16/12/11..its our 5 years and half anniversary..
i dun hope can gt anything from u..
im juz wanna stay wif u :-)

My Dearest Family

on 19.11.2011..

im attending my cousin wedding dinner..
it was located at Sin Choi Wah Lou..
almost 7.30pm onli we reached there though the invitation card was writing muz be attend punctually on 7pm..
when we reached there..still a lot of vacant position..
it means tat Chinese peoples are always late..^^
well..tis restaurant was newly open..
the decorations are very beautiful and luxurious..
just look like a palace..
and the foods are delicious too..not bad..!!

the outfit of tat day..the 2nd time wearing dress attending dinner..

and tis is me..no need introduce..im Kuroboo Mak..

on 20.11.2011..
a good day also..but i didn't have any date on tis day..
cuz i need 2 tuition..damn pity..T.T


im waiting SPM finish..then i can hang out with my buddies..
and no need worry bout the transport..
cuz Vicky already get her lesson..


it is so good having a own car..
but tis wont happen on me unless i working for 3/4 years..
no choice..because im born in a poor family..
but i appreciate i born in tis family..
although sometimes problems keep popping out..
“能够成为一家人。。是很多世修来的福”
i like tis sentence so much..
although i am poor..although other peoples despise me..although i don't have a good daddy like others..
but i have a good mummy..tat always worrying me..
she always working even Sunday..until her legs and hands are always pain..
she just want 2 earn more $$..for me 2 study in University or college..
she just want our life can be more happier and relax..!!

tis my beloved mummy..i love u..

tis my sis..Janice Mak..
juz graduated from TARC College..
working at Park Royal Hotel nw..
love her so much too..
although sometimes she bully me and really annoying..
but she's the one who teach me everything when i still small..
because mummy is busy working..
so she gonna teach me..
she treated me strict tat u cant imagine..
when i done wrong..
she will scold me angrily or used the rattan 2 beat me..
if without her..i'll become very naughty and rebel..
you are juz like a angel..
always helps me when im facing problems..^^


these my 2 lil brothers..

always bully me..

but also very dote on me too..

a photograph of my whole family..

I ♥ U ALL

Some1 Like U

well..im holiday-ing nw..

nothing do except eat and sleep..

already rebonding my hair..

it is not as straight as it is..nvr mind la..

cuz it was free..

keep on use MP oil juz 2 make it soft..!!

i hv start my tuition at Cekap already..

happy so much..cuz i can learn something new without wasting my time..

my Physics teacher-Mr Peeter..

he's a Indian guy but speak English well..

always make joke..i like his teaching method..

he will gave a lot of example when teaching until u really understand it..

then..my Add.MM teacher-Mr Chin..

same as my last last year Sn and MM teacher..

although he is strict..but he is nice too..

he'll gave some exercise paper 2 do after tuition class..

same as the various type of questions tat will appear on our SPM paper next year..

well..the 2nd time i tuition at there..

but still dun hv any frens..

mayb my look is so fierce till they not dare 2 chat wif me..T.T

but at least still gt a Indian gurl-Lagamai..

she is quite ok..but seldom chat wif her..!!

my tuiton frens' result were shocking me..

Add.MM can gt 91..WTH..sum more is a boy..

AWESOME..!!

not than 1 year..its my turn sit on SPM..

its different wif UPSR and PMR..

it will change your future once u gt ur result..

haiz..gonna start study nw..

gonna b serious next year..

no outing anymore..juz can study at home..

nvr mind la..

for my future 2 gt a better job..im really need 2 work hard for it..

i want gt at least 6As..no matter A+ or A-..

important is gt As..!!

tis term exam..10 subjects..

i only gt 5As..T.T

so bad..and Mosquito will be no.1 in tis term again..

Monoboo was already overstep me..

im really retrogress d..

wat my mum will say when she know my result??

it should be a war starting in my home..><

gt our report card on tomorrow..

but i didn't go..cuz mummy is busy working...

on Friday..can gt RM100 frm government..

tis 1 muz go..the 1st time government gave $$..

i wont let tis chance go away..

ibut the government is extremely stupid..

avy1 can gt..r u really gt problem??

y dun juz add the amount of our BSN students..

v really need the $$ 2 study in University or gt a car lessen..!!

Dear..Hapi Burfday..!!

9.11..is ur big day..

sorry cuz cant wishing u on de phone..

sorry again cuz cant celebrate wif u..

last sorry cuz cant gv present 4 u..

anyway..wishing u hapi burfday..

hope u all de best..

I ♥ U

keep on flash bac de thgs u told me yesterday..

n ask myself..am i really wanna give up u..

de main point is..am i b willing 2 do tat..

my tears kept rolling dwn..

wth..cry 4 wat..

broke up is not de dooms day...

i still can live rite??

but i really cant do tat..!!

8 / 11 / 11

i dun hv any rope..

so wont tie u anymore..

u gt ur own freedom..

u can go anywhr u like..

between me n freedom..

u choose de freedom..

thx 4 being honest...!!

dun said tat i restrain u all de time..

tis was just de way i care u..

if u dun like tis style..

sorry 4 being tat..!!

nvr mind..i'll find someone like u..!!

moro is ur burfday..

de first year..i din acc u 2 wait till 12a.m...

n wishing u hapi burfday..

do u noe..im waitin u..!!

no matter hw long time is it..

mayb im really a fool..

but no choice..

cuz im in love wif u so deep...!!

Fuckin Dad

since i was small..

my houz was full of arguing..

not bcuz u drunk or wat..

juz bcuz of ur temper..

till im standard 3..u r still lk tat..

so v decided leave u..v move 2 other houz..

although it's kind of hard but v were very hapi..

since my mum had forgive u..

after sum times..ur bad temper appear again..

juz a simple thgs..u can go mad lk a crazy man..

stop it la pls..u almost 50years old..it will die fast u noe..

stop controllin us where v go..

v hv our own freedom..not lk u..stay at home all de time..

v hv $$..so can travel whr v lk..

dun stop my mum go travel 2 other countries wif her frens..

v r not using ur $$..v can earn by own..

even im not begging u 4 money oso..

u dun lk my mum's cousins is ur own problem..

dun act lk a crazy fellow can??

dun scold or beat ppl as u like..

v r not ur slave..!!

v can live better although without u..

even v can more happier..

dun thought u r very mighty after buying thgs 4 me..

its ur responsibility..but if u dun buy im ok too..

i doesn't mind it k??

u hv not pay 4 anythg since v were born..

even my sis continue her study 2 college..

u din pay anythg too...

is my mum..workin hard 2 earn tat lil $$..

not like u..juz nw hw 2 waste $$..

hw cum others' father can b so gud..

but my father..is lk SHIT..

i admit tat im not in accordance wif filial..

mayb i'll being punish by Yama when i die..

but i dun care..

CUZ IM REALLY HATE U..SINCE I WAS SMALL!!!!!

I FEEL ASHAMED OF IT!!!

Happy Deepavali

first..wish my Hindian frens Happy Deepavali..

enjoy urself well..

im juz stay at home..

cuz still hv de last paper-Chemistry..

de most scaring subject 4 me..

i dun understand it..but i dun wanna failed..

its a big shame 4 me..

no choice..nid 2 ask Vicky 2 teach me..

hope i can understand more n memorize it well^^

nw i onli noe tat in de last term exam..

i gt no.11 in my class n no.15 in de whole form4 students in my skul..

its not a gud news 4 me..

n my mum kept mumbling tat i had retrogressed d..

sorry la mummy..made u disappointed again..

i cant fight wif others..

cuz im reali lazy 2 study..but tis doesn't means tat i hate study..

i love it..i wanna u c i graduate in university..

i'll try my best..

i promise u..i gt a gud result in my SPM..

tis is my responsibility.. :)

holiday is cumin soon..

n i'll start my holiday on 3th Nov..

cuz i hv already finish my exam..

no nid go 4 skul anymore..

except 4 de urgent thgs..

5th Nov..goin 2 rebonding my hair again..

tis de 5th time..n de last time..

i wont keep it straight..look bore..

i wanna curl my hair..

9th Nov..my dear burfday..

still plannin wat pesent 4 him..

16th Nov..gt gatherin at 1U..

wif my primary skul's frens..

i miss them a lot..

finally gt chance 2 go out 2gether..

im lookin forward it..

seriously lack of $$ nw..

wat kind of method can earn $$ faster..

i nid it..

REALLY NID IT SOOO MUCH !!!!!!!!

Exam 'Month'

fuckin busy 4 de whole month..

cuz sitting on de last term exam nw..

its crazy rite??

hw cum exam can lastin 4 a month..

but it oso gud cuz hv more time 2 do revision..

its extremely tired 4 tis month..

not only nid 2 do revision..

still gt tuition..after tat nid 2 teach tution..

no choice cuz im lack of $$..

tis week is full of exam..

sej..pm..add mm..bio n physic..

avy subjects nid 2 memorize well..

especially sej..a thick book n nid 2 memorize till finish..

im reali mad..

wat de hell its talkin!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

n i had ady register at Cekap Tuition Centre..

hapi wif it cuz no nid stay at de rubbish tution centre anymore..

juz wasting my time..

but bcuz of de time matter..

so juz can learn physic n add mm at thr..

nvr mind la..

at least gt..n my teacher was very hapi when saw me go bac thr ^^..

i miss Cekap soo much..its teachers are reali awesome..

a lot of method u can learn tat wont bored u..

hope i can improve my result next year..

no more honey moon..

nid 2 b so serious cuz SPM is waitin me.. :)

我。。彻底崩溃了！！

该解释的。。我解释了。。

你要的结果。。由你决定。。

我不会在干涉你的东西。。

我忍了三天。。

阻止自己想你。。

阻止自己回忆我们的过去。。

直到今天。。我再也忍不住了。。

我忍不住伸出我的手机。。

拨了一通电话给你。。

可是你是没接的。。

我的眼泪在那一刻。。

好不听话的流了下来。。

使命地抹。。不想让蘑菇看见我这个样子。。

我直奔厕所。。眼泪好像泪泉般。。

怎么也停不了。。

我记得你这句话。。

“我做么要回你信息”。。

你知道这句话多刺吗？？

终觉得我是一厢情愿的爱你。。

第一次。。流了这么多泪水。。

我觉得自己好无辜。。无端端被责骂。。

我真的彻底的崩溃了。。！！！

才发现。。就算哭肿双眼。。

你也不会再管我，，对吗？？

Memories

its 11.30pm in de late night..

n its rainin outside..

n i still din felt any sleepy feelin..

mayb im reali missin u soo much..

mayb..i din receive ur night message yet..

mayb..u r still angry me..!!

im hearin a song..

顺其自然-黄小琥

i noe its a old song..

but i like it very much..

cuz it is really meaningfull..

its de lyric:

一份爱会出现裂痕

两个人都要负责任

有些成长 来自承认

我终于挣脱怨与恨

年轻总习惯去争论

要别人照我的剧本

满身伤痕

才知道悲哀是互不信任

不在乎的眼神

内心悄悄破损

在午夜的时分

被一个梦给拆穿没忘记那个人

我试着让生活变得清淡

对幸福或寂寞顺其自然

偶尔傻傻孤单

偶尔傻傻浪漫

不怕大喜大悲那么难负担

不想再背负太多期盼

对好奇或关心顺其自然

只是那点不安

只是那点心酸

总会忽然扩散

让心又累又茫然

一份爱会出现裂痕

两个人都要负责任

有些成长 来自承认

我终于挣脱怨与恨

年轻总习惯去争论

要别人照我的剧本

满身伤痕

才知道悲哀是互不信任

每一次记忆的翻腾

既美好也残忍

思念让旧情有余温

将我困在早应该要离开的空城

我试着让生活变得清淡

对幸福或寂寞顺其自然

偶尔傻傻孤单

偶尔傻傻浪漫

不怕大喜大悲那么难负担

不想再背负太多期盼

对好奇或关心顺其自然

只是那点不安

只是那点心酸

总会忽然扩散

让心又累又茫然

我试着让生活变得清淡

对幸福或寂寞顺其自然

偶尔傻傻孤单

偶尔傻傻浪漫

不怕大喜大悲那么难负担

不想再背负太多期盼

对好奇或关心顺其自然

只是那点不安

只是那点心酸

总会忽然扩散

让心又累又茫然

希望有人陪伴

suddenly..i flashed bac all our memories..

de 1st time v chat..v sms..n v couple..

it's awesome n i still love de feelin..

n de 1st time v arguin..n hw u soothe me bac..

de 1st time v hang out..de 1st time v havin meal wif each other..

n de 1st time..

u called me baby sweetly..

u hold me warmly..

u hug me tightly..

u kiss me lovely..

all of these memories..

it made me more sad..cuz avytime v arguin n said broke up..

i dunno whether is it hav another chance 2 love u again..

sometimes..u make me feel lk...

u'r not love me anymore..

im not as important as i thought..

i feel lk i juz a replacement..

i juz a small human in ur world..

but do u noe..??

u mean so much 4 me..

i cant live without u..

my heart is fuckin pain without u..

my world is fuckin uncolourful without u..

cuz no1 can replace u in my heart even 1 second..

i nid u all de time no matter whr i am..

I ♥ U

CCS ♥ MWL

BIBI ♥ BAOBEI

我没有变

你。。凭什么？？

说我变！！

我根本就没变。。

变的是你。。

对我就根本不在意。。

最生气的是。。

还没搞清楚事情。。

就一口气骂我。。

连解释的机会也不给。。

骂了无所谓。。

最后还要加句名言。。

拜托。。我是你女朋友。。

不是你的菜。。请你不要对我那么粗鲁。。

我也有自己的脾气。。

你是第一位。。对我口出狂言。。

我还可以冷静的对待。。

换作是别人。。我可以一巴掌扫过去！！

我不找你。。不代表不爱你。。

是因为我真得没错。。

如果我有错。。我可以跪地道歉。。

问题是我没有。。请停止诬赖我。。

我也有自己的尊严。。！！

U'R MAKIN ME FUCKIN MAD..!!!!!

Our Free Time

2day was kind of awesome..

in de early morning bout 8am..

all form4 students nid 2 go dwn 4 Mesyuarat Agung Koperasi..

n im is 1 of de ahli lembaga..so gonna go up 2 stage n gv sum suggestions n support it..

its freakin scare when it was my turn..cuz avy1 was lookin at me..@@

wait 4 soo long time..bla bla bla..

finally..de assembly was finished..n avy1 of us gt a packet of drink..

not bad..

after went bac 2 our class..our MM teacher was teachin..

its kind of boring so v juz chat wif each other..

naughty rite??

after recess..v gt our exam time table 4 de last time in my form4..

de arrangement is ok..im satisfied wif it!!

de last 3 period teacher din cum in our classroom..

n its de time 4 us:5M..

haha..v r playin crazily..except de mosquito din join us..

mayb she is really obtuse..jkjk..

v play de 'frog game'..its reali crazy cuz our punishment is True or Dare..

u can choose de True on ur 1st time but after tat is Dare..

de most funny when v punish some1 Dare..

hahaha...especially Mario..no1 socialed her when she wan 2 say Hello 2 them..

after 'frog game'..v played 'pls learn wat i do'..

but v juz played 4 a short time cuz its finished skul..

v'll continue next time..!!

im reali felt dwn nw..

pls..check wat had happen b4 u wan 2 scold me..

ok??

n wat u shout wif me 2day??

hw can u treat me rudely..

im reali tired d..!!

My Little Monoboo n Mushroom B'day

24/9..was juz a simple day..

but it seems very important cuz nid 2 celebrate my little dears b'day..

they r mono boo n mushroom..

1st of all..wish hapi b'day to 2 of u..!!

bout 10am..me,dear,mushroom..

went 1u by taxi..

after reached thr..v saw monoboo n min min..

n den bought Fright Night tickets..

actually v wanna watched Nasi Lemak..

but it was full d..so no choice lo...

after tat v went to Neway sing k..

frm 11am sang till 2pm..

but our show started on 1.30 so nid 2 checked out earlier...

when v sang de last song..

our lovely song-That Should B Me..

de electric suddenly cut off..

damn shit..

but nvr mind..im very hapi too cuz sing k 2gether wif my dear..^^

finished sing k..

straight away went 2 watched movie..

Fright Night..it really frightened me all de time..

de vampire was extremely fearful...

had our lunch at Wong Kok also...

cuz wanna drunk de big cup of tea..

sum more is free..worth rite??

after chit chat at thr..hui min,dear n me went 2 buy present 4 them...

v went 2 Urban Tee..n decided 2 buy de South Park tee for each of us..

so totally gt 4 cartoon..n each of us belonged 1..

it is very cute..!!

n i went piercing again..

they said i am very brave cuz i had no respond when piercing..

but i really din felt de pain also..

hehehe..

dear..i wanna pierce again..can??

it is me..damn cutie rite??

frm left 2 right..mono boo,me,mushroom n min min

Tis Post Juz 4 Mosquito-M5

again..

de waves are fullin my heart nw..

it becum higher n higher..

i almost drown wif it..

im reali tension rite nw..

love..frens..education or family..

all hv their pro..

n i dunno hw 2 solve it..

i HATE it..

God..pls save me frm it..!!

can u gv me bac a calm sea??

im reali nid it..TwT..!!

de 1st pic of us taken at Wong Kok..

im still rmb hw hapi v were...

but unfortunately..de matter appear again n again..

i hv seen ur blog juz nw..n i edi noe u oso seen my blog b4..

Me + U

of cuz im still rmb..

hw were v hapi b4 this..

study 2gether..recess 2gether..went bac home 2gether..

tuition 2gether..chat 2gether..crazy 2gether..

i oso rmb..

when u r bully by sum 1 or wat..

i must b de 1st hlp u..

i think our frenship is gt closer 2 6 years!!

till v r in de secondary skul..

i felt lk v r not matchin wif each other..

it had satirize in it when v were talkin..

but nvr mind..cuz i hv edi noe ur attitude..

till tis year..v are in de same class..

i was very hapi in de year's harvest..

bcuz i felt our frenship had improve so much..

when i flashed bac hw she betrayin me..

i told myself its ok..

it had passed..nvr mind..

but recently..mayb is mine pro..

i felt tat u r ridicule me when u r talkin..

again n again..kept tellin myself its ok..nvr mind..

u r juz kiddin..

till de day..i cant b tolerate anymore..

i burst out all my feelin in de blog..

bcuz im reali bcum MAD!!

v r 5M Group..im de biggest..

M1-Mountain

M2-Mario

M3-Mono boo

M4-Mushroom

M5-tis is u..mosquito

keep tellin myself..stop it..

its over..dun quarrel again..

n my tears were rollin down..

bcuz im reali treat u as my best fren..

i makin u all laugh avyday..

mayb its kind of boorish but nvr mind..

important tat v r hapi..

wats de meanin of best fren n jimui..

v 5 ppl r excellent..

result r not bad oso..

v hv our own potential tat can even fight wif others..

but..de worst..v cant manage our frenship well..

after 1 year..v will graduate..

v will go 4 our own future..

hv our own job..marriage n family..

after 5 months..5 years or even 50 years..

wat will our frenship gonna b..

idk..

can us..??

dun quarrel anymore..dun suspect each other anymore..

can??

v r best fren 4ever..jimui 4ever..ok??

v r oways de best..isn't it??

Can I??

Can i..

gt more luv frm u..

can i..

dun argue wif u anymore..

can i..

tel u avythg tat in my deep soul..

can i..

hv gud day wif u even 1 week..

can i..

hlp u solve de matters 2gether..

can i..

stay wif u 4ever..

can i..

b ur dear 4ever..

can i..

hold ur hand 4ever..

can i..

slp in ur bosom 4ever..

can i..

luv u 4ever..

MY FEELIN RITE NW..

SEEMS LK A SEA TAT FILLED WIF A LOT OF WAVES..

TAT I WON'T NOE WHEN WILL IT STOP!!

IS IT BRIGHT 4 OUR FUTURE??

IM WAITIN IT..

CUZ I JUZ WANNA B UR'S 4EVER!!!!