Memories

its 11.30pm in de late night..

n its rainin outside..

n i still din felt any sleepy feelin..

mayb im reali missin u soo much..

mayb..i din receive ur night message yet..

mayb..u r still angry me..!!

im hearin a song..

顺其自然-黄小琥

i noe its a old song..

but i like it very much..

cuz it is really meaningfull..

its de lyric:

一份爱会出现裂痕

两个人都要负责任

有些成长 来自承认

我终于挣脱怨与恨

年轻总习惯去争论

要别人照我的剧本

满身伤痕

才知道悲哀是互不信任

不在乎的眼神

内心悄悄破损

在午夜的时分

被一个梦给拆穿没忘记那个人

我试着让生活变得清淡

对幸福或寂寞顺其自然

偶尔傻傻孤单

偶尔傻傻浪漫

不怕大喜大悲那么难负担

不想再背负太多期盼

对好奇或关心顺其自然

只是那点不安

只是那点心酸

总会忽然扩散

让心又累又茫然

一份爱会出现裂痕

两个人都要负责任

有些成长 来自承认

我终于挣脱怨与恨

年轻总习惯去争论

要别人照我的剧本

满身伤痕

才知道悲哀是互不信任

每一次记忆的翻腾

既美好也残忍

思念让旧情有余温

将我困在早应该要离开的空城

我试着让生活变得清淡

对幸福或寂寞顺其自然

偶尔傻傻孤单

偶尔傻傻浪漫

不怕大喜大悲那么难负担

不想再背负太多期盼

对好奇或关心顺其自然

只是那点不安

只是那点心酸

总会忽然扩散

让心又累又茫然

我试着让生活变得清淡

对幸福或寂寞顺其自然

偶尔傻傻孤单

偶尔傻傻浪漫

不怕大喜大悲那么难负担

不想再背负太多期盼

对好奇或关心顺其自然

只是那点不安

只是那点心酸

总会忽然扩散

让心又累又茫然

希望有人陪伴

suddenly..i flashed bac all our memories..

de 1st time v chat..v sms..n v couple..

it's awesome n i still love de feelin..

n de 1st time v arguin..n hw u soothe me bac..

de 1st time v hang out..de 1st time v havin meal wif each other..

n de 1st time..

u called me baby sweetly..

u hold me warmly..

u hug me tightly..

u kiss me lovely..

all of these memories..

it made me more sad..cuz avytime v arguin n said broke up..

i dunno whether is it hav another chance 2 love u again..

sometimes..u make me feel lk...

u'r not love me anymore..

im not as important as i thought..

i feel lk i juz a replacement..

i juz a small human in ur world..

but do u noe..??

u mean so much 4 me..

i cant live without u..

my heart is fuckin pain without u..

my world is fuckin uncolourful without u..

cuz no1 can replace u in my heart even 1 second..

i nid u all de time no matter whr i am..

I ♥ U

CCS ♥ MWL

BIBI ♥ BAOBEI