Count Down

woohooo..time flies..
now..less than 1 month..i'll be sit on the SPM exam..
hmm..how to express my feeling now??
curious??nervous??or excited perhaps??
well..what to do now..is keeping on do the tons of past year questions..
hope that the real SPM is just same as those past year too..~~
for the trial exam..i didn't score too good and just managed to get 4 As..
others than that..haizzz..TERRIBLE..
and the most terrible is Add.mm and PAK..i failed the exam..SHIT!!!!!!
but luckily..my results are fulfil the entry enquirements of my food science course..
im really look forward with my college life after this..
what am i gonna to be??Maybe..really a food scientist that i wishing for soo long time..~~

Dear..sorry to say that..Im really fucking TERRIBLE and BARBAROUS..
I EXTREMELY hate myself u know??
why everytime i cant control myself and what's the point that my EQ is fucking low than others..
we just cant see each other about 2 weeks..and i keep arguing with u..
but u..tolerate me all the time without saying any bad words or even scolded me..
but i felt more angry because u didnt scold me at all..
dear..pls don't always tolerate and spoil me everytime can?
i'll be more happy if u scold me..
not because of i really like scolded by ppl but my attitude is more terrible than before..
Dear..i really appreciate so much that i get u..
and don't keep on said sorry after arguing..
actually im the wrong one..i'll be more guilty..~

2301..I

♥ u

The 17th Present from ♥ HIM ♥

well..long time didnt update my blog again..
kinda busy this few months..
but when i free..also don't have mood 2 write it..issh..


erm..for my 17th burfday..
i'll held my burfday party at my houz on 28/7..
already long time didn't held any party..
the last time was when im still 12 years old..~~


for this year burfday..already received 1 present..
it is the most meaningful present for me because it's from him...
♥ thanks dear...~~~


* always APPRECIATE what we get *

OVERWHELMING

wow..exam-ing time nw..
and it was juz past one week..
still gt 9 more days 2 suffering..

for this mid-term exam..no more expectation 2 gt A's..
the same sentences too..already try my best..
and this is always the excuse  4me..^^
it's all my problem and i can't blame anything..
juz because of my terrible attitude..
always do stg tat are very important on the last minutes..
and always blaming those reference books are very thick or wat..
PLS..my terrible attitude..run away frm me..

From now on..i really need 2 start doing my revision everyday..
except 4 Sunday..cuz it is my rest day and also family day..^^
no more excuses 4 me..time is going non-stop..
i hv no more time 2 prepare my dearest SPM..
but just try my best 2 do it and fight the target..
8 A's..will u belong 2 me..u better be mine..
if not..im going 2 be crazy..
without u..i can't do anything in my life anymore..
no more college life and graduate time..
i dun wanna stay at Sg Buloh 4ever..
i wan 2 go out from tis small town and break through the world..
and tis is wat I'm always hoping for..~~

on 5.5.12..celebrated Mother's Day wif my dearest mummy and sister..
mummy..thx 4 everything u gv me..
im appreciate it very much..
thx god..i hv a gud mum lk tis..
although sometimes i will reply defiantly 2 u..
Sorry 2 say tat..u'll know tat..
WE LOVE U VERY MUCH..MUMMY!!
                                                   
                                     having our breakfast at 鼎泰丰 @ e-curve..

Mummy-Linda..Sister-Janice
I ♥ U all 4ever

                                               
                                         2nd round..having lunch at Ichiban Boshi..
                                                    craving wif Sushi.. ^__^

Waiting

Im Waiting U..~~

好朋友？好姐妹？

好朋友？？

好姐妹？？

有事找我。。

没事就不管我。。

似乎一有她们就更加不理我。。

再次忍让。。

不过现在我真的看透了。。

友情。。呸。。算什么。。

我麦玮琳简直看透了。。！！！！！

U-Little Star

在那儿做工。。大概四个月了吧。。
认识了这班人类。。也四个多月了。。
从陌生的我们。。变成同事。。现在。。是无话不说的好朋友。。
我们认识的时间不长。。也只不过是短短的几个月。。
不过。。你们就像大姐姐。。
一起分享无聊东西。。一起分享快乐的事情。。~~


可是。。从下个星期开始。。
我们的补习社会少了一个人的踪影。。
那个人。。很可爱。。
瘦瘦矮矮。。不错的身材。。
一头飘香的头发。。到现在。。我依然记得那种香味。。
她给我的感觉。。很熟悉。。很亲切。。
让我很喜欢时常去逗她。。玩她。。
最近她身边多了一个bak kut teh。。
她的脸就总挂着笑容。。
‘你可以静静吗’ 。。
可不可以。。
让我还有机会去听这个句子。。
出自你的口。。
不想要你们离开。。因为。。我们会少了很多欢笑声。。
你们走了。。我们几时才能见面？？
一个月一次。。三个月一次？？
这样的话。。我们的感情会变淡吗？？
见面时。。还可以像现在这样吗？？
无所不谈。。还是。。只是以微笑带过？
不可能哀求你留下来。。
因为你有你的前途。。
我祝福你。。
谢素馨。。别傻了。。我们不会把你给忘了。。
我们会永远把你记住的。。
你要记得时常回来。。
别只顾着bak kut teh~~

* Friends..are really special...
some friends..although u know 4 long them..
but u not understand them at all..
it seems lk it was a plastic cover between us..
BUT..some friends..although juz know them 4 a short time..
they bring u lots of happiness.. 

our best memories..~~

Its All Gone~~

start from today..our friendship GONE~~

i really shocked when I gt the msg..

is it really u or wat??

i repeat read the msg again..

definitely..its not my eyes problem..

i very confirm tat 1 is u..~~

WTH are going on..

my tears almost drop at tat time..

u said...im the 1 tat making 2 of u change..

u said..i always hiding something and didn't tell u..

girl..do u know..

not everyone i can choose 2 burst out my feeling..

because i felt shame and senseless..

and u said..i dun rare 2 hv friends lk u all..

girl..u are wrong..i need u all very much..

juz sometime i choose 2 be silent..~~

maybe..we are not suit 2 be best friends..

our 5M group should break nw..

no more M1,M2 ,M3,M4 and M5..

u gt ur own friends and me too..

from this second..our relationship was gone..

thx 4 always bringing happiness for me..~~