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woohooo..time flies..
now..less than 1 month..i'll be sit on the SPM exam..
hmm..how to express my feeling now??
curious??nervous??or excited perhaps??
well..what to do now..is keeping on do the tons of past year questions..
hope that the real SPM is just same as those past year too..~~
for the trial exam..i didn't score too good and just managed to get 4 As..
others than that..haizzz..TERRIBLE..
and the most terrible is Add.mm and PAK..i failed the exam..SHIT!!!!!!
but luckily..my results are fulfil the entry enquirements of my food science course..
im really look forward with my college life after this..
what am i gonna to be??Maybe..really a food scientist that i wishing for soo long time..~~

Dear..sorry to say that..Im really fucking TERRIBLE and BARBAROUS..
I EXTREMELY hate myself u know??
why everytime i cant control myself and what's the point that my EQ is fucking low than others..
we just cant see each other about 2 weeks..and i keep arguing with u..
but u..tolerate me all the time without saying any bad words or even scolded me..
but i felt more angry because u didnt scold me at all..
dear..pls don't always tolerate and spoil me everytime can?
i'll be more happy if u scold me..
not because of i really like scolded by ppl but my attitude is more terrible than before..
Dear..i really appreciate so much that i get u..
and don't keep on said sorry after arguing..
actually im the wrong one..i'll be more guilty..~

2301..I

♥ u