T.T

juz now went 2 checked in tis link..
http://saps.moe.gov.my/ibubapa2/..
a link tat make me nervous when every time i click in..
and already knew tat i gt no.13 in class for the last term exam..
and gt no.15 in the whole Form4 students of my rubbish school..
its not a good news for me..
because my mummy keep scolding me..
keep competes my results with others'..
ya la..mummy..stop scolding me..
i know im stupid..i can gt good results..
sorry lo..but what can i do now..
i'll do more revision after tis..ok??
i promise gt at least 5As in my SPM..ok??
STOP SCOLDING ME LA..MY EARS ARE FUCKING PAIN!!!


im suffer from insomnia every night..
although i wake up at 8am and go 2 work..
really very tired but can't sleep at all..
im suffering so much..
thinking of the nonsense things every night when cant sleep..
almost crazy..!!
especially when i day off..i like 2 drink Nescafe when lunch time..
it make me more suffering...
my eyes are open widely althoghy it was already 2am..
haiz..insomnia..pls leave me away..gv back me a good night and a sweet dreams..~~