你说，你累了

突然间。。你说。。你累了。。

也没以前那么爱我了。。

这突如其来的消息。。

要我怎么接受。。

你说做回朋友。。拜托。。

五年半的感情。。我真的做不到。。

我就是那么死缠烂打。。

我们之间的回忆。。你忘记了吗。。

不要说什么真的很累。。

不要给我借口好吗。。

T.T

juz now went 2 checked in tis link..
http://saps.moe.gov.my/ibubapa2/..
a link tat make me nervous when every time i click in..
and already knew tat i gt no.13 in class for the last term exam..
and gt no.15 in the whole Form4 students of my rubbish school..
its not a good news for me..
because my mummy keep scolding me..
keep competes my results with others'..
ya la..mummy..stop scolding me..
i know im stupid..i can gt good results..
sorry lo..but what can i do now..
i'll do more revision after tis..ok??
i promise gt at least 5As in my SPM..ok??
STOP SCOLDING ME LA..MY EARS ARE FUCKING PAIN!!!


im suffer from insomnia every night..
although i wake up at 8am and go 2 work..
really very tired but can't sleep at all..
im suffering so much..
thinking of the nonsense things every night when cant sleep..
almost crazy..!!
especially when i day off..i like 2 drink Nescafe when lunch time..
it make me more suffering...
my eyes are open widely althoghy it was already 2am..
haiz..insomnia..pls leave me away..gv back me a good night and a sweet dreams..~~

Profession

start working at Profession Tuition Centre today..
erm..wat to say??
im teaching the preschool students..
a fat boy..but he is very cute and chubby..
some more need 2 speak English with him..
its is not a big problem for me..
but the most worst is he didn't know any Chinese words..
after tuition class..they can have their lunch and bath..
and then continued the art class..
drawing a angry bird..isshh..boring..
because my students only 5 years old..
so they only coloured the helicopter by using crayon..
art class finished..its time 2 play..
'carrot jump'..the 1st time i knew tis game..
but it is kind of boring too..
almost 5.20pm only walk bac home..!!

i like the feeling walking along the road alone..
no people disturbs me..
and then turm my earphone volume until maximum..
im very crazy but i like the feeling..!!

i miss u so much..
im awaiting 7/12/11..
its our 2000 days..
16/12/11..its our 5 years and half anniversary..
i dun hope can gt anything from u..
im juz wanna stay wif u :-)

My Dearest Family

on 19.11.2011..

im attending my cousin wedding dinner..
it was located at Sin Choi Wah Lou..
almost 7.30pm onli we reached there though the invitation card was writing muz be attend punctually on 7pm..
when we reached there..still a lot of vacant position..
it means tat Chinese peoples are always late..^^
well..tis restaurant was newly open..
the decorations are very beautiful and luxurious..
just look like a palace..
and the foods are delicious too..not bad..!!

the outfit of tat day..the 2nd time wearing dress attending dinner..

and tis is me..no need introduce..im Kuroboo Mak..

on 20.11.2011..
a good day also..but i didn't have any date on tis day..
cuz i need 2 tuition..damn pity..T.T


im waiting SPM finish..then i can hang out with my buddies..
and no need worry bout the transport..
cuz Vicky already get her lesson..


it is so good having a own car..
but tis wont happen on me unless i working for 3/4 years..
no choice..because im born in a poor family..
but i appreciate i born in tis family..
although sometimes problems keep popping out..
“能够成为一家人。。是很多世修来的福”
i like tis sentence so much..
although i am poor..although other peoples despise me..although i don't have a good daddy like others..
but i have a good mummy..tat always worrying me..
she always working even Sunday..until her legs and hands are always pain..
she just want 2 earn more $$..for me 2 study in University or college..
she just want our life can be more happier and relax..!!

tis my beloved mummy..i love u..

tis my sis..Janice Mak..
juz graduated from TARC College..
working at Park Royal Hotel nw..
love her so much too..
although sometimes she bully me and really annoying..
but she's the one who teach me everything when i still small..
because mummy is busy working..
so she gonna teach me..
she treated me strict tat u cant imagine..
when i done wrong..
she will scold me angrily or used the rattan 2 beat me..
if without her..i'll become very naughty and rebel..
you are juz like a angel..
always helps me when im facing problems..^^


these my 2 lil brothers..

always bully me..

but also very dote on me too..

a photograph of my whole family..

I ♥ U ALL

Some1 Like U

well..im holiday-ing nw..

nothing do except eat and sleep..

already rebonding my hair..

it is not as straight as it is..nvr mind la..

cuz it was free..

keep on use MP oil juz 2 make it soft..!!

i hv start my tuition at Cekap already..

happy so much..cuz i can learn something new without wasting my time..

my Physics teacher-Mr Peeter..

he's a Indian guy but speak English well..

always make joke..i like his teaching method..

he will gave a lot of example when teaching until u really understand it..

then..my Add.MM teacher-Mr Chin..

same as my last last year Sn and MM teacher..

although he is strict..but he is nice too..

he'll gave some exercise paper 2 do after tuition class..

same as the various type of questions tat will appear on our SPM paper next year..

well..the 2nd time i tuition at there..

but still dun hv any frens..

mayb my look is so fierce till they not dare 2 chat wif me..T.T

but at least still gt a Indian gurl-Lagamai..

she is quite ok..but seldom chat wif her..!!

my tuiton frens' result were shocking me..

Add.MM can gt 91..WTH..sum more is a boy..

AWESOME..!!

not than 1 year..its my turn sit on SPM..

its different wif UPSR and PMR..

it will change your future once u gt ur result..

haiz..gonna start study nw..

gonna b serious next year..

no outing anymore..juz can study at home..

nvr mind la..

for my future 2 gt a better job..im really need 2 work hard for it..

i want gt at least 6As..no matter A+ or A-..

important is gt As..!!

tis term exam..10 subjects..

i only gt 5As..T.T

so bad..and Mosquito will be no.1 in tis term again..

Monoboo was already overstep me..

im really retrogress d..

wat my mum will say when she know my result??

it should be a war starting in my home..><

gt our report card on tomorrow..

but i didn't go..cuz mummy is busy working...

on Friday..can gt RM100 frm government..

tis 1 muz go..the 1st time government gave $$..

i wont let tis chance go away..

ibut the government is extremely stupid..

avy1 can gt..r u really gt problem??

y dun juz add the amount of our BSN students..

v really need the $$ 2 study in University or gt a car lessen..!!

Dear..Hapi Burfday..!!

9.11..is ur big day..

sorry cuz cant wishing u on de phone..

sorry again cuz cant celebrate wif u..

last sorry cuz cant gv present 4 u..

anyway..wishing u hapi burfday..

hope u all de best..

I ♥ U

keep on flash bac de thgs u told me yesterday..

n ask myself..am i really wanna give up u..

de main point is..am i b willing 2 do tat..

my tears kept rolling dwn..

wth..cry 4 wat..

broke up is not de dooms day...

i still can live rite??

but i really cant do tat..!!

8 / 11 / 11

i dun hv any rope..

so wont tie u anymore..

u gt ur own freedom..

u can go anywhr u like..

between me n freedom..

u choose de freedom..

thx 4 being honest...!!

dun said tat i restrain u all de time..

tis was just de way i care u..

if u dun like tis style..

sorry 4 being tat..!!

nvr mind..i'll find someone like u..!!

moro is ur burfday..

de first year..i din acc u 2 wait till 12a.m...

n wishing u hapi burfday..

do u noe..im waitin u..!!

no matter hw long time is it..

mayb im really a fool..

but no choice..

cuz im in love wif u so deep...!!