I Juz Wanna B Hapi

im hearin a nice song again..i lk de feeling hearin song while writting blog..

its a damn gud feelin..tat no ppl disturb u..

express ur feeling freely..

n de moment rite nw..im hearin My Way from Hins..

its freakin nice 2 hear..

seems lk our life^^

its absolutely rite..

when v r still small..family will help us while facing problems..

but when im grow up bigger..

i try 2 solve de problems by myself..

without load them again..

i wanna prove it..daddy..mummy..sister n brothers..

im 16 nw..n i can settle by owns..

i reali can do it well..

so..stop worrying me again..im a big gurl nw..

sum times i'll bit emo at home..

n my sis was worrying me..

askin me wat happen..

i juz shook my head without answering..

since de 1st second i stepped in tis earth..

i should noe tat many obstructions were waitin me..

im gonna 2 study well..gt a gud result no matter in UPSR,PMR,SPM n even STPM..

im gonna b a gud garl lk others..tat speaks well n gentle..

im gonna hv a gud job n a gud husband..

but..if being tis..i will not b hapi lk nw..

'im live 4 myself,n i dun care wat they said,de main is im hapi'..a sentence tat oways pop out frm my mind when im feel down..

n i kept tellin me 'its ok,dun b lk tat,its doesn't matter'..

i nid a lot of frens..

cuz it means so much 4 me..

they can accompany me..encourage me..

although sum times v r arguing..

frens must will arguing rite..??

n..i nid u by my side..

no matter wat happen..u will by my side all de time..

but sum times u didn't..

n i juz kept in my soul..

cuz i dun wan v arguing again..n u hv promise me too..

but nw..dun treat me as a toy pls..

n dun scold me as u lk..i oso hv my temper..

y dun juz understand de whole thg n solve it..

wat had u promise me b4..

r u forget??

"So what if it hurts me..

So what if i break down..

So what if this world just throws me off the edge..

My feet run out of ground..

I gotta find my place..

I wanna hear my sound..

Dont care about other pain infront of me..

Cause i juz wanna b hapi"