Selamat Hari Raya + Merdeka

first..wish selamat hari raya 2 all my beloved malay frens...

wish u all hv a nice holiday n dun 4gt bout our hmw..

my fren..Mono boo n Mushroom..i miss 2 of u la..

i wanna hangout wif u all~~

n hw i gonna spent my holiday..

luckily..v hv trial day at Park Royal Hotel..

which my dear sis worked at here..

so our family decided hv a KL trip 4 1day n stayed at de hotel..

de 1st day..

check-in 2 de hotel..our room looks elegant..

de facilities are gud..gt kitchen,living room n more..

of course la..cuz it cost rm500++ for 1 nite only..==

after tat v walked 2 Pavilion..

although it is near 2 our hotel..but my legs were damn pain cuz im wearing high heel shoes..T.T

after tat..hv our dinner at Madam Kwan's..

de foods were nice 2 taste..n i in luv wif de Nasi Lemak..

after finished..go 2 cinema n watched “福禄寿”..

it is extremely funny n crazy..haha..

especially my idol-王祖蓝..

n den v walked bac 2 our hotel..hv a bath n went out buy our dinner..

my favourite-tomyam..juz i bowl of it but cost rm15..

WTF..luckily it was tasty..

n de next day..packed up all our stuff n ready 2 went bac home..

havin our breakfast at “牛记”..

it is a famous shop tat sell beef noodles..

but my sis n i dislike wif it so juz order park noodles..

yummy^^

dear..it had been 6 days i din saw u even heard ur sound..

i miss u badly..

n u cant imagine wat's my feelin nw..

take care urself..

muackssss..^^

Freedom

today..suddenly onli decide 2 go sing k at Big Mouth..

wif crazy guys: vicky n chin..

although juz v 3 ppls..but i think is ok..

cuz no nid 2 fight de mic wif each other..

bout 12.30pm..vicky n i go 2 skul fetch chin..

da 1st time she fetch me..felt a little bit of scared..

haha..but her skill is ok la..

after fetch chin..den v go sing k lo..

till 4pm..

de time was short but v r very hapi n enjoy wif it..~~

wats de meaning of freedom??

u said..if i nid freedom..u will not b strict anymore..

i almost cried out when i heard it..

dear..actually wat r u thinkin..

if i reali nid freedom..should i couple wif u??

你是一个比较自私的人。。

你不喜欢太放纵对方。。

这些我都知道。。

如果一个较向往自由的人是不可能和你一起的。。

我要的自由。。其实很简单。。

就是让我做我喜欢的事。。

你不喜欢我和他们出街。。

好。。我就少点和他们出。。

你不喜欢我再继续打耳环。。

好。。我也听你话了。。

你还想我怎样。。

你说我事先没和你商量。。

这事情我承认是我的错。。

可是。。与其浪费时间在家里睡觉。。

不如到外面学些东西。。

充实下自己。。获得一些经验。。

我是这样想的。。因为。。我以为你会有和我一样的想法。。

原来。。我错了~~

I Juz Wanna B Hapi

im hearin a nice song again..i lk de feeling hearin song while writting blog..

its a damn gud feelin..tat no ppl disturb u..

express ur feeling freely..

n de moment rite nw..im hearin My Way from Hins..

its freakin nice 2 hear..

seems lk our life^^

its absolutely rite..

when v r still small..family will help us while facing problems..

but when im grow up bigger..

i try 2 solve de problems by myself..

without load them again..

i wanna prove it..daddy..mummy..sister n brothers..

im 16 nw..n i can settle by owns..

i reali can do it well..

so..stop worrying me again..im a big gurl nw..

sum times i'll bit emo at home..

n my sis was worrying me..

askin me wat happen..

i juz shook my head without answering..

since de 1st second i stepped in tis earth..

i should noe tat many obstructions were waitin me..

im gonna 2 study well..gt a gud result no matter in UPSR,PMR,SPM n even STPM..

im gonna b a gud garl lk others..tat speaks well n gentle..

im gonna hv a gud job n a gud husband..

but..if being tis..i will not b hapi lk nw..

'im live 4 myself,n i dun care wat they said,de main is im hapi'..a sentence tat oways pop out frm my mind when im feel down..

n i kept tellin me 'its ok,dun b lk tat,its doesn't matter'..

i nid a lot of frens..

cuz it means so much 4 me..

they can accompany me..encourage me..

although sum times v r arguing..

frens must will arguing rite..??

n..i nid u by my side..

no matter wat happen..u will by my side all de time..

but sum times u didn't..

n i juz kept in my soul..

cuz i dun wan v arguing again..n u hv promise me too..

but nw..dun treat me as a toy pls..

n dun scold me as u lk..i oso hv my temper..

y dun juz understand de whole thg n solve it..

wat had u promise me b4..

r u forget??

"So what if it hurts me..

So what if i break down..

So what if this world just throws me off the edge..

My feet run out of ground..

I gotta find my place..

I wanna hear my sound..

Dont care about other pain infront of me..

Cause i juz wanna b hapi"

Secrets

in da moment rite nw..im hearing a nice song..

tat touch me 4 all de time..cuz it make me think bout u..

i still rmb..hw u betraying me..

u r lk a judas..pretend tat u r friendly wif me..

but u tell all my thgs 2 her..u r such a bitch u noe..

i HATE u even i die..!!

it had been a week sitting 4 examination..

im not nervous at all..

still playing around..crazyin lk normal..

cuz i thought it juz a small test..no nid 2 b so serious bout it..

n sum of result had already came out..n im felt satisfied of it..

although sum r careless..nvr mind..cuz it is my habit..!!

my result as following:-

Account: 50% (i gt half of it..almost shock..haha..cuz i thought it might fail)

Add.mm: 63% (careless)

Biology: 77% (not bad..said myself)

BM: 76%

Pend. Moral: 87%

Sejarah: 65%

mono boo almost overstep mine..

garl..dun treat me lk tat..k..i so pity..!!

our 5M group..decide 2 be a MPM..

mayb u all think tat v must b crazy..

sorry..u r wrong..

v juz wanna gt more marks..easy 2 gt into university..

im sufferin n confusing rite nw..

am i reali choose de wrong stream..

n i rmb wat my dear ask me..

wat r u gonna 2 do after graduate..

n i juz stood thr..thinkin bout it..

askin myself bac..wat am i gonna b??

nothing ans me..but juz a lot of question marks over my head!!

who can hlp me solve tis ques..none of it but juz myself..

recently..think bout 2 b a teacher..

da ambition since i am small..

but i noe..being a teacher is such a suffering job..

but all of da job have their difficulty rite??

sum more..if being a teacher..no nid a big amount 2 take da course..

besides tat..its a lot of welfare if being a teacher..

n oso gt holiday..best rite???

holiday is cumin soon..n i lookin forward 26/8..

hanging out wif my buddies at curve..

i lk 2 shop wif frens..cuz it brg me a lot of happiness..

n forget bout da sadness n tension..

1 week of holidays..dear..i sure very miss u..

cant c u..cant hug u..cant kiss u..

im so suffer u noe..~~

muacksssssss~~

A Bored Day

sej n moral exam had passed 4 few days..

sej test was quiet okay..but essay part is a bit difficult..

dun bother it la..juz try my best n ans it..

at least i really had do revision..

but de most angry was bab 6 of sejarah..

when i read it..i cant understand wat it is..

all de bani bani wat...n i try 2 memorize all..

when it was exam..open de paper..WTF..

none of it was bout bab 6..teacher..r u kidding??

n i gt my sej result yesterday..65%..

although it was not a high mark..but it was already improved..

de highest mark person> miss priya..

94%...wow..

u r reali awesome gurl..hw can ur brain so gud..

im jealous wif it..^^

moral exam was quiet easy la..

juz nid 2 memorize those definition n moral values..

v were still talkin when exam..haha..

i hate de moral teacher la..said gt essay..

lie us..said wan us 2 read more..pls la..is u lazy la..

my dear bought i-phone 4 d..lol..

dun proud la k..

he promise me lend me use 4 1 month..

haha..thx thx..

recently..im in love wif tis song..

The Power Of Love by Celine Dion..

her song is extremely nice..

most of her songs were gud n pleasant 2 hear...

tis is de lyrics of de song:

"The whispers in the morning

Of lovers sleeping tight

Are rolling like thunder now

As I look in your eyes

I hold on to your body

And feel each move you make

Your voice is warm and tender

A love that I could not forsake

Cause I am your lady

And you are my man

Whenever you reach for me

I'll do all that I can

Lost is how I'm feeling

Lying in your arms

When the world outside's too much to take

That all ends when I'm with you

Even though there may be times

It seems I'm far away

(But) Never wonder where I am

'Cause I am always by your side

'Cause I am your lady

And you are my man

Whenever you reach for me

I'll do all that I can

We're heading for something

Somewhere I've never been

Sometimes I am frightened

But I'm ready to learn

('Bout) Of the power of love

The sound of your heart beating

Made it clear suddenly

The feeling that I can't go on

Is light years away

'Cause I am your lady

And you are my man

Whenever you reach for me

I'll do all that I can

We're heading for something

Somewhere I've never been

Sometimes I am frightened

But I'm ready to learn

('Bout) Of the power of love

The power of love

The power of love

Sometimes I am frightened

But I'm ready to learn

('Bout) Of the power of love"

de part i most like:

"uz im ur lady...n u r my man..whenever u reach 4 me..i'll do all tat i can..."

its reali touchin..especially when im feeling down..

u r oways by my side 2 encourage me..

told me not 2 scare anymore..

cuz u promise will take care of me 4ever..

i still rmb de past years wif u..

tat oways arguing n said broke up easily..

but nw..it chg so much..

im appreciate of de moments wif u..

cuz u r de only 1 tat make me happy all de time..^^

Frenship

ya..mosquito..u r absolutely rite..

so i'll try 2 tolerate wif her attitude..

da few days v din talk 2 her..

mayb u'll thought tat im a “搞屎棍”..

but im not..i juz felt tat..u n her gt stg secret tat hide behind us..

mayb v hv de right not 2 told stg 2 others..

but i juz feel tat im 1 of ur best fren rite??

so y cant v juz share our thgs wif our frens..

no matter is gud or bad..

mono buu..am i rite??

v r 5M..i reali luv u all..

i am oways makin jokes whenever..im juz wan c u all laugh..

not juz a simple laugh..is reali a hapi laugh..

i dun wan u all look sad..k??

PROMISE ME..V R BEST FREN 4EVER..NO MATTER WAT HAPPEN..K??

exam exam exam...

nest tues had small test of sejarah..

i hate it..cuz i hate malay islam history..

tellin us those stuff..WTF..

i more prefer China history la..

more interesting la..F***

n den de following thurs is moral test..

i like it..cuz juz nid 2 memorize da definition n moral value..

as easy as abc..juz wan 2 score A..

although its not important as v think..~~