好久没来这里打扫了
应该是说。。
当心情超级差的时候才来这里。。
我唯一的发泄天地。。
三天了。。
没和你信息，通电话。。
第一次。。
我没想到我尽然可以做到。。
原来。。
我对你的依赖性还蛮强的。。
不信息你。。
不代表我放弃你，不爱你。。
而是选择用另一种方式爱你。。
没有你的这几天。。
我很想你。。
大哭一场。。
一觉起来。。
又在想你了。。
可能你会觉得。。
和朋友每天出去玩哪会伤心。。
你错了。。
和他们去玩。。
为的就是不要再那么想你。。
这几天无时无刻都在想你在做什么。。
下雨了。。
怕你放工会淋湿。。
又在严重伤风。。
没有我在你身边。。
要学会好好照顾自己。。
不要让我担心。。
好吗？？
这几天爱上听这首歌。。
陈诗莉-没有你
也许歌词特别吸引我吧。。
‘没有你叫我宝贝，我连哭都不配。。没有你我该吻谁的嘴’
这句话说得对。。
没有你。。
我该怎样。。
比比。。贝贝好想你。。你呢？？
快考试了。。
什么都还没读。。
因为我根本一窍不通。。
chemist,biology,account
my gosh
reali confussing me..
cuz i din pay attention when teacher teaching..
but although i concentrate more..
i still failed 2 understand ..
not becuz im stupid..
it becuz of de teacher..
dunno hw 2 teach..
fuck man..
im still in a confuse condition..
is it i choose de wrong stream..
although its de best class..
pure science+acc+add mm class..
but..
m i hv de $$ 2 b a doctor or wat??
sum more i lack of $$ nw..
so..
wat should i gonna do??
my friend said dun decide it early yet..
wait till de spm result..
but i think its late d..
i nid 2 quickly finish my college life n work..
i nid 2 earn more $$..
tat is reali very important..
matriks university..
sv n me hv decide 2 b a pharmacist n study at thr..
but tis univ onli gv chance 2 malay..
except u gt a gud result..
but its impossible 4 me..
nid 2 score A in chemistry..
i better go 2 die..
haiz..
life is reali full of challenging..
n im dunno hw 2 solve it..
madam m..
pls la..
dun b annoyin so much la..
v edi hate u..
juz a nickname..
is it possible 2 made u angry till lk tat..
u say u had been ejek frm small till grow up..
omg..
wat a fuckin excuse..
im not 3 years old child la..
n pls behave ur attitude la..
n ur talkin style..
dun juz made other ppl hate u..
i noe u hv a lot of $$..
but no nid 2 show off..
n i noe u hv a slimmin body..
but no nid 2 laugh at me oso..
i noe im fat n short..
so??
fat n short cant stay at earth??
at least im look more young den u lo..
n dun oways show off u use hw expensive of de make up thgs la..
n say hw talent of ur make up skill..
shit..
i hate u more den ever..
dun oways pretend tat u r very beautiful in front of boy..
they say u r aunty la..
==
miss l..
v had been argued wif u 2 time..
is it our problem or wat??
dun cal de all boys cum scold my frens n thought tat v will scared..
pls la..
boys..
means ntg 2 me..
in my eyes..
they r juz gangster..
tat dunno hw 2 study..
dunno wat ever thgs..
juz noe hw 2 play n enjoy their life all de time..
sum times i think of them..
wat should they gonna b when grow up..
a worker??
or a business man??
haiz..
i felt pitied of them..
'前途渺茫'..
worse den me..
my dear bibi..
thinkin of u..
keep tellin myself tat its not worth 2 do tis..
but im reali luv u deeply..
sum times im reali wanna give up..
but i cant do tat..
been wif u 4 5years..
hw 2 give up easily..
i dunno whether u gt see tis post.
im juz gonna tel u..
no matter wat happen..
i will luv u 4ever..
CCS love MWL 4ever
